Because high school isn't all it was cracked up to be..... Damn it Hollywood!!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Faith in guys?

I have been played by every guy I've dated so I just tend to stay away from dating. I feel that I am too good to get hurt. (Every girl should feel that way btw)
Then along came what I thought would be an extremely good idea. I would be with this one guy but never get too serious. I was with him for awhile and it went great.... I was happy. He was happy. We had fun together.   Until I realized I had feelings for him that he did not have for me. He couldn't even be seen with me in public. I thought getting cheated on was bad! This was even more hurtful. Don't have a fling.... EVER!
This weekend I decided to end whatever we had. I gave someone new a chance and I realized I gave up so much for this fling and missed out on so much!
The guy I hung out with he was GREAT! I had no clue chivalry still existed! He was such an improvement. Maybe it will turn into something, maybe it wont. All that I have know was that it got me away from a toxic fling before it was too late.
Ladies and gentlemen let me tell you DO NOT waste your time giving endless amounts of chances to a shitty guy because there is is always a better guy waiting for their first chance.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Fighting Back?

They say to kill em with kindness. So that's exactly what I've been doing..... Or trying to at least. It is a struggle to not only ignore rude comments but it is even harder to be the better person. They say that turning the other cheek makes you a better person but if you take all of the bullshit how are you even going to improve yourself as a person. How do we fight back without losing our class? Someone  seriously let me know. :P

Monday, November 7, 2011

So the title whore was given to me because of my overwhelming number of male friends. But I have never done anything whorish! We are just friends and I let every guy I talk to know they "ain't gonna be hittin' this"So I just got out of a relationship i doubt you could even call it that cuz it only lasted six days. But this guy showed me a list of girls in his phone and named which ones were whores. Ironically this included his ex and the girl he is now dating. (He moves fast huh?) This made me wonder how many girls get labeled a whore for something stupid like leaving your boyfriend, liking a guy who was dating someone at the time, being pretty, or in my situation having more guy friends than girls?
Now I really wanna know if he is showing his new girlfriend the same list and I wanna know am I on it?

Thursday, November 3, 2011


School rumors? Yeah they're just like celebrity tabloids. Someone is either pregnant, acting like a whore, or making some stupid decision. Just like the tabloids..... MOST AREN'T TRUE!!And soooo begins my story. . . .
I'm far from average. Most of my friends are guys because girls to me are wayyy to much drama. (not to mention most of my friends turned against me.) Because of this I have been labeled a whore. This is far from true. I have strict parents. Plus most weekends I stay in!! I'm the biggest nerd in the world, hell I'd rather stay home and do my own thing than go out with a guy! Yet somehow I end up as the whore in everyone's story.
Sadly I'm not a celebrity and I can't pay money to get my name out of the gossip real. Plus no matter what new story comes out I probably will end up back in everyone's stories. I used to sit and cry about how cruel kids are but I had to realize that if I did this that would be letting them win! So instead of hiding in some bathroom crying about how it's not fair I'm going to do something about it. Using this blog I am going to save my name and justify who I really am.
Here it goes.... I have a blog... so I'm probably not a whore. (: